She hasn't forgiven me yet... I can feel it. What should I do?

she seems very important to you, you might not to be married now but you never know, you might enjoy knowing youre married to her, tell her how you feel that you love her and you love how great she is and that she is there for you through everything but marriage isn't for you. you two could be together endlessly married or not, just because you aren't married doesn't mean it's not forever.